Monday, December 27, 2010

on my own...

Let this blog-post be a lesson to me the next time I don't want to go to work... I work better with people around.  Even if I am forced to do work-related things.  Because it's a little after 9:00 am on my first actual day off (we are lucky enough to get the week between Christmas and New Years off.  Thanks, non-profits!)... and I am already thinking to myself "I have got to do more productive things with my life."

This, of course, is due to the fact that, when left to my own devices, I am not the happy, peppy person you see before you most days.  I am instead the person who curls into a ball and has started cuddling with her teddy bear (or 100 lb dog, depending on how much of a cuddling mood he is in). 

It's been 105 days since last I saw my husband.  And while I am very proud of the percentage of non-freak-out days I've had since day 1, I am going to chalk most of those up not to "emotionally stable" but to "avoiding issues by over-scheduling my life."

more interesting blogging to come...  perhaps after I force myself into attending the gym.  (because "working out gives you endorphins, and endorphins make you happy.  and happy people don't kill their husbands!"  ... not a perfect movie quote for my day, but I'm going to let it slide.)

1 comment:

Meili said...

I too am more productive with people around. And by people, I do not mean the 2 1/2 foot person who is now clinging to my leg. Okay, it's time to get up from the time suck called FB and get on the treadmill. Blah.